I believe in Living regardless of how bad it gets,to find the beauty in pain and love through it all because at the end of the day we're all human and we all bleed the same

I will use this website as a recap of me

I find it hard to socialize or go up to people i guess in fear of how i will be perceived,ive isolated for years,isolation only broken by relationships, though i still havent fully given up on friends and people and hope it gets better in the next chapters of my life I am not isolated at the moment, i found this girl and she gets me in many ways in past relationships ive been the one to break up relationships due to different reasons which i will get into, this girl is mine to keep and im hers to cherish, we both struggle we both love I have problems with jealousy and being controlling,i am awfully self aware self reflective till it comes to being in the moment doing said controlling and jealous things.